[ she can't tell what he means, can't make sense of the answer and again, she finds herself wishing she'd chosen to have this conversation face-to-face.
[ He's being lazy, himself, her agitation for a lack of telepathic access matching his languishing in its absence. There's a dry laugh. He doesn't answer. Who does? ]
voice. // idk a day before the jump
voice.
[ His voice is kept neutral, but probably too cool. Factual, where there would be curiousity. ]
voice.
[ a beat. ] He asked me to lead one of them.
voice.
And a sigh. Pressure expelled. ]
When?
voice.
[ maybe she should have sought him out in person for this. she's regretting not seeing his face and reading his mind right now. ]
I'm going.
voice.
[ It's been a while since he's been inexplicably sharp at her, so why not now! ]
voice.
What questions do you want answers to, Charles?
[ "fine". she doesn't need his permission and didn't ask for it, but the sharpness is still unwanted. ]
voice.
voice.
[ that would imply a hierarchy anderson would not have agreed to. ]
voice.
[ He sounds cynical. He is cynical. ]
voice.
[ there's a hardness in her tone now that hasn't often been there in talking with charles.
she's leading with erik and keeping an eye on him. ]
voice.
It is a testament to knowing her that he doesn't. ]
Why?
private voice.
private voice.
I don't suppose I could convince you to stay.
private voice.
private voice.
[ And a myriad of other reasons, some less rational than others, but that seems the most basic way to put it that Charles can see. ]
private voice.
hindsight and all that. ]
What about the others going with him? Do they?
private voice.
Who all is going.
private voice.
Claire Bennet, Lily Potter, Natasi, Johanna.
private voice.
[ oh my god why ]
private voice.
private voice.
[ --of everyone, he's the one he's sure he knows that of, and that fact alone is enough to warrant pause. (Even if it isn't that fact alone.) ]
private voice.
I know.
private voice.
[ He isn't being serious. Sort of. It's a very bleak humour. ]
private voice.
[ that isn't funny, charles. ]
private voice.
private voice.
private voice.
private voice.
private voice.
private voice.