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CHARLES XAVIER

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Yes. Why?

She's human.

[ --of everyone, he's the one he's sure he knows that of, and that fact alone is enough to warrant pause. (Even if it isn't that fact alone.) ]

[ and erik is sleeping with her. there's a certain irony to that, isn't there? ]

I know.

She'll die first.

[ He isn't being serious. Sort of. It's a very bleak humour. ]

Not if I can help it.

[ that isn't funny, charles. ]

[ No, it's not. There's another silence, as if he is mentally backspacing every childish, snippy retort that just comes so naturally to him, lately. ]

I don't trust him.

You might think you and he want the same thing, or that you think you can mitigate him, but it'll turn out not to be true, and telepathy doesn't help. He hurts people close to him. He can love people at the same time and still hurt them if he thinks it's right. As for humans--

You should listen, some time, to the way he thinks about them. The way he looks at them.

[ it's her turn to be silent while working through his words. ] I know. [ is the most immediate reaction. she knows erik can care and hurt the people he cares about anyway-- he'd done it to her to drive some a point, deliberately cruel. ]

I also know that he and I disagree on a lot of things. Maybe it won't be true, maybe I can't mitigate his more extreme tendencies, but I have to try.

[ another silence, and then there's steel underlying her tone again: ] It's my choice, Charles.

Right.

[ Right. It's hard to not take it personally. He certainly sounds like he is. ]

As your own personal cautionary tale, I do hope you find what you're looking for.

[ it isn't personal, is the thing. it's her being herself, and it isn't a reflection on him. ]

Thank you.

[ And yet.

He ends the call. It's very prissy, even if it is at least in part a way to avoid losing his temper properly. He will deeply regret it, if this is how they part by the time she's leaving, but that's what he gets!! ]

[ for god's sake, charles.

she doesn't call back. ]

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