it isn't stupid Alex. a little doomed I would say.
Erik and i both have something in common. we have arrived here with more people who know about who we are than we can completely keep track of and with knowledge comes expectations. we cannot always live up to them. we cannot always want to. and we cannot make anything easier just yet. I do not expect you to forgive Erik for his being combative but I do expect a measure of leniency with regard to expectation.
gosh this is a cumbersome way to communicate anything. I hope i am making sense to you.
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I just--
--I had hoped when you guys showed up, things might end up easier.
That was probably stupid to think. I am happy you're here though.
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Erik and i both have something in common. we have arrived here with more people who know about who we are than we can completely keep track of and with knowledge comes expectations. we cannot always live up to them. we cannot always want to.
and we cannot make anything easier just yet. I do not expect you to forgive Erik for his being combative but I do expect a measure of leniency with regard to expectation.
gosh this is a cumbersome way to communicate anything. I hope i am making sense to you.
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I'm trying--I'm trying not to put that on you both.
And you are. I mean--we could go to video.